Hat-fail.

Then we are back again to this day when you don't want to wake up. It's the day every week you wish never excisted. Me and Hippy discussed it last S-day. See I dont even want to type the name of the day... and just to try to make it easier, I will upload a picture that cheered me up, alot. It's taken on IKEA (that speaks for itself) and it's a picture of Hippy's boyfriend. This picture if known as HAT-FAIL! 





I agree. It's really a hat-fail! :)


Trust me

I'm not that kind of person who wants to belive that stuff is impossible. I try to keep the spirit up but at some point it all just stops. Like a black-out but not really black-out. Hard to explain..
I suppose I'm a beliver, also know as dreamer. I want to think that stuff might happen, even tho I know they wont.. that makes me a dreamer. I dont want to give up. I'm dreaming myself away, far far away. Far away from the reality. Sometimes I just wanna stay there. Please leave me there.

One thing is for sure. Never hesitate to trust me. I won't let you down. I'll be the one who fight for you when things goes wrong. As long as I belive.

Love


FAIL !!!!

Im so angry right now. It's not even funny. Everything I do fails. Everything I touch fails. I guess I'm a big fail!! but atleast I got some things that cheers me up... I'm not the only one.
Most of you don't get what's so funny, but the people who gets it finds it awesome. ;)  





Btw, I think it was a good thing that I bought myself some beers for tonight. I will need 'em, badly, specially if things going on like this.


Grey's anatomy

- Did you call my wife?!
- Well, you called mine!

That's just awesome!
Most be very popular wives! :D

Messing around.

Hmm... this day had an intressting start. I think someone or "something" are playing a game with me. And I can tell you, it's not funny. I don't wanna play. GAME OVER! 
As usual I'm watching TV to lunch coz around lunch Jr is having a powernap and then I have time to sit in front of the pc for myself without any interrups, but life would be boring if it's always the same, right? So why don't shut down Internet today? When the show I was watching had a break I went to start up my PC and after the show I was prepared to sit down and just relax... what to do on a pc without Internet? I felt a huge frustration blowing and tried to restart the router, check all cables etc but noo. Screwed!
Then I went out to get the mail and when I came inside again I was supposed to call the company and see if there was any problem (we have awful weather here today so it might be it), but when I came back everything worked like nothing ever happened. I'm very happy about it, don't get me wrong, but I mean Johan has been sitting on Internet the whole night, and when I have 1 hour free from everything the net goes dooooown. That's just brilliant!

I really feel like playing some kind of TV-game today. Like old Nintendo... it's so insanely funny to play Super Mario! (I've always been a Super Mario-fan) but then we got another issue... I think my sister is having that game. Screwed twice!

What else can I think of?
Going somewhere... but where to go and do what? I'm not in a mood to go without any destination. I want a goal. It's not always needed, sometimes it's just nice to drive around, but today I want to know. Stupid.
Maybe I just should go and rent a movie and buy me some candy and park myself in the sofa? The only issue I got with that option is that I know myself and Im getting restless. I want to meet someone. It doesnt has to be a long time, just take a cup of coffee somewhere and then go back home again. Then it feels like I've been doing something atleast.

I think my time is running out. Jr will wake up any minute. I better prepare myself, it's gonna be a long day.

Love S

Memories.

Cajsa, you´re so beautiful. And you are probably the person who knows me better than anyone else. I think you know me better than myself.

Becca, I know you really didn't like me during this period of time when I forced you to go to the stable with me every morning for two weeks. But friends stands up for eachother. I owe you ;)



Atleast we had fun with our lunch.



I remember this one. It was in the beginning of the summer holiday. Me and Rosanna were going nuts that summer. Inlines, scooters and ofc a lot of parties.



This was the day my sister graduated from school 2005. Jisses what a night.




Remember this, Cajsa?
We had a lot fun when we were trying out that outfit. But why did I have to wear the pink one? NOT fair.




No comment.



I remember I was in a hurry for something... can't remember what it was. Probably some bus or something. I would be surpriced if I made it time.



I can't look at this pic without have a smile.
Erik, you look like a priest who are giving some advise to someone, with light and stuff in front of you. But then, what is that beer doing on this picture?
Miss you.



Cajsa & Erik.
We had a lot fun that Easter 2006!



I let this awesome pic be the last.
Good old times.


Blackout

You say it's easy, it's not easy for me.
You can't tell me what to feel, that's not your thing.
You can't say anything about me.
You don't know what it's like to be me.








Happy birthday !

Yaay!
Today it's my lovely Becca's birthday! Gratz you made it, for the 22nd year in a row! Good job, keep it up! ;)
Hopefully we'll do something fun tonight Becci, you never know. Just need to sort out some stuff, then I'm ready for you. Are you ready for me? ;)
I'm gonna call you in... 43 min, but you don't know it. Surprice!
While jr is sleeping and I know Becci is in a meeting right now, maybe it's a good idea to make some breakfast. I'll go for that!


 

Cheers!

 


Fallen angel

This is wierd.
I went to bed pretty eraly yesterday, just to try if my theory works, and my theory is if I go to bed, am I rested and fresh when I wake up early the next day? Pretty simple. I just had one small issue... I couldnt fall asleep ! I think I falled asleep 02.30 and woke up around 09.00... but at that point I felt good atleast. Bad experiment but hey, I tried atlast!

When I was lying in bed and had a lot of thoughts in my head. I was thinking of life itself and a lot of things that includes life.. but nevermind, that's another story. To make a long story short I was thinking of stuff I liked, what's typical for me. This is the results:

Well, first of all, I can't deny that I'm crazy about clothes.. (who isn't?!), always fun to shop, get dressed and when we are talking about get dressed - what else then? SHOES! Yepp, shoes, another weak link I got. ohh.. then we are going for jewellery. Am and always will be crazy about jewellery... of any kind. Rings, necklaces, piercings, even toerings. Im so obsessed with my toering that I wear it no matter what. It doesnt has to be summer for me to wear it. It's a part of me. Next thing I thought of was perfumes. That's a very important thing! And for me it's not perfume as perfume. Noope! I think I got 10 - 12 different kind of em and every day I choose smell after my mood. Some days I wanna have a strong smell, some days sweet, some days just neutral, yeah you know what I mean. What else can I tell..? I fancy tatoo's. Don't got anyone myself, yet, but will get one as soon as I can afford it. But I think there has to be a limit with tatoos. It's not nice when you got tatoos all over your body. But one here and there can be nice... just keep it under control. I think you can get very addicted to tatoos. Once you´ve started you want more and more. That's maybe one reason to why I hold back aswell. I'm already addicted to piercings. Maybe it's a good thing that Im short on money. :) 
Music is a very important thing. No need to talk about that, I will just add a few words. the best thing with music is that you can listen to it whenever. When you´re happy, when you´re sad, when you´re bored. It's there for you! ;)
I'm an animalfreak aswell. Snakes and those other creapy things can go to hell, otherwise I like most of them. Dogs are special in my opinion. If I just had the time and energy I would love to have one, but can't for the moment. But some day I will. I really like horses aswell, I've always wanted one but that's a thing that never gonna happen. That can stay as a dream. Damn expensive stuff, need much time and energy. Doesnt fit me at all. I guess I have to stay to cats for the moment. :)  
There's one person who means the world to me. It's a girl and it's my best friend who always is there for me. No matter what. My lovely Rebecca. A few days ago she was here and visited me. Enjoy the pictures!







That's all.
Later!


"Hope that you can understand me. You can't say that I didnt tried. It's too late to say Im sorry. I cant turn back. After all that's been said and done. I've been waiting for a long time. Love is all I need.
Hold you body next to mine. I need your love tonight.
Everyone is looking for something. Let me feel your arms around me... there are some things money cant buy.
You are the one, the one that I want. I will love you more than ever. Dont wanna be alone tonight. stay with me.
I need you more than ever. Dont make me cry, stay with me."

Some think I'm a bitch, some think I'm an angel but according to myself I'm just an ordinary girl.

Me & You



Beautiful


Play day

Monday morning.
When Jr woke up this morning I just wanted pretend like that wasn't happening. I was so tired and it would be so nice to just stay in bed... but hey, time to wake up. So here I am. I've just written a shopping list, since I'm going to the store very soon, I've changed batteries in my camera and now I'm gonna erase some old pictures. In a while I'm gonna call Rebecca. We have decided to hang out today and we're gonna act like 10 years-old. Be outside and play with the snow. When there finally is snow you have to do something about it. :)

Gotta go.
I'll be back!

Cold winter

Yesterday when I woke up I thought it was -2.0 outside but when I looked an hour later it was - 23. I figured that I must have seen a dot that wernt existing, I bet it was -20 instead of 2.0. Anyway, a few days ago me and Tina went out for a walk, even that it was -15 and snowing. If I wanna do something I wont give up, so we went. During our walk we faced some problems but hey, what's problem for? To solve it, and that's what we did! :)



 

It's beautiful with snow atleast.




Problem nr 1: Fighting the trees that blocks our way




Problem nr 2: Think this one is pretty obvious..?




We solved it. Easymode. ;) 





 


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