Where is the love?

Daylight in your eyes.
Daylight in your smile.
Darkness, when I'm not with you.

Moonlight in the skies.
Moonlight feels so nice.
Darkness, what am I without you?

Let me just hold you so love can't escape.
Don't worry I just want to know.

Where is the love in every fading rainbow?
High above trees below the moon and sun.
Where is the love in every black-eyed ocean?
Where is the love?

Where is the love in every left down heartbeat?
Glamour and fall is what I'm thinking of.
Where is the love how could you say it's over?
Where is the love?

Daylight in your eyes.
Daylight in blue eyes.
Darkness, holding on to me.

Moonlight, midnight sun.
Moonlight, here it comes.
Darkness, that's what I'm without you.

I wanna love you but I better not touch.
I wanna hold you, makes sense to my cries.
I wanna kiss you, will you tell me why?

Worse that you pray, turn the night into day.
The beauty of passion brakes through.


Rollercoaster

Man I'm in trouble, cause I can't see clear.
My head is pounding harder and you're not here, are never here.
I had it once, but not anymore.
Well now I am tired and now I am bored, well I'm so bored.


But I could never leave you, even though I've tried.
No I could never leave you, 'cause you are mine for life.


I've been lost I've been found, I've been fooling around.
I've been hold, I've been told, I've been changing my mind.
I've been up, I've been down, come on in, take your time.
I've been low, I've been high, I'm in love with this lie.
Do you feel the same?
It wears me out again.


If this is called living, well don't count me in.
Sure I feel alive, but it doesn't mean a thing, no nothing.


But I could never leave you, even though I've tried.
No I could never leave you, 'cause you are mine for life.


Bring me up just to kick me down.
And fix me up, just to kick me down.
Kick it!


 


Battlefield

Don't try to explain your mind, I know what's happening here.
One minute it's love and suddenly it's like a battlefield.

One word turns into a...
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
My world's nothing when you don't..
I'm not here without a shield.
Can't go back now.

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing.
These times when we climb so fast to fall again.
Why we gotta fall for it now?
I never meant to start a war.
You know I never wanna hurt you.
Don't even know what we're fighting for.

Why does love always feel like a battlefield?

Can't swallow our pride.
Neither of us wanna raise that flag.
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had.

We could pretend that we are friends tonight.
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright.
Cause baby we don't have to fight and I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield.

I guess you better go and get your armor.

I never meant to start a war.
You know I never wanna hurt you.
Don't even know what we're fighting for.



Take it or leave it!

You used to say that I was special, everything was right, but now you think that Im wearing to much make-up, that my dress is to tight.

Does it really matter if they are looking? Im only looking at you..  

I cant have chains around me. You have to let me live my life. I can feel your eyes in my back. Let it go, just trust me. I can be everything you dream of, but I need to feel free.  
Dont try to change me, I can be somebody else, but I like the way I am.
If you dont like what you see, leave it.


Me feet are moving but Im standing still!

This day started good. When Jr woke up at 6.15 I wasnt very very tired anymore. Ofc I didnt mind to go and lay down in bed again but I felt I could stay awake coz I was pretty rested, for once. But yeah, ofc I went back to bed for a hour and then went up. I took my pillows and my blanket and had destination sofa! But look at me now! Im sitting here, insanely early to be me, usually I dont get my ass off the sofa before 12, and I have already get dressed!

I dont know what Im gonna do today but I know for sure that I wanna do something! Its sunny outside and I feel pretty good. Yeah right, not to forget to mention, I even had breakfast!
I have some suggestions what to do but I havnt made up my mind, yet! I txted mum and asked if she maybe planned to go to the shoppingmall. If she is, Im going there aswell. Then it's my destiny! If not, well then I have to do something else. Im pretty sure I will take a walk in the sunny weather. Maybe I will colour my hair...

Oh I even payed my bills this morning, I feel so proud. Well done!
Now mom is calling me on skype so I better talk to her.

Love Sarah

Sweeeet



Look at these adorable kittens! Im getting weak. So innocent!


Sunny Saturday

The adventure of the day...
Destination parents! Omw!

Yummi

I got breast implants, payed by my boyfriends.
I got a botox injection under my skin,
I only play with sex, but I don't let them in!

I got fake nails, don't answer e-mails.
I am a silicon valley walking on two legs,
What's the price of the world? I can write a check!

Cause I´m a 21st Century digital girl.
I don't know how to love, but I live in this world.
My daddy is a workaholic millionaire, my mom is on drugs,
but I don't really care!

I got a pussy cat, right in my Gucci bag.
I´ve got a first-class ticket, everything's permitted,
cause I can have it all!


Me like this song, grr ;)

Grey Friday

Friday morning.
It's pretty bad weather today so Im gonna go to the shoppingmall! Before I go I have many stuff to do. Im gonna burn a new CD I can listen to when Im driving, I need to take a shower, put on my make-up, find some clothes, yeah you know, the usual.
It's gonna be so fun coz Im not going to the shoppingmall Im always on, no! Im going to another city! But I will drive to the usual city and leave my car there, and then Im gonna join Åsa so we'll drive to the hospital and pick up my honey! Yay!
Now dad txted my now and wants some coffee so I better be prepared!

Love Sarah


 


Together

Take a look at me now.
Can't you see that I really want to know if the love we have will last forever.
Look, I'm not afraid. Anymore.
Some feelings that I've got in this moment are more than love.
Let's be together.



True faith

I feel so extraordinary.
Something's got a hold on me.
I get this feeling, I'm in motion.
A sudden sense of liberty.
I don't care 'cause I'm not there.
And I don't care if I'm here tomorrow.
Again and again I've taken too much of the things that cost you too much.

I used to think that the day would never come.
I'd see the light in the shade of the morning sun.
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near to the childhood I lost, replaced by fear.
I used to think that the day would never come, that my life would depend on the morning sun.

When I was a very small girl, very small girls talked to me.
Now that we've grown up together, they are afraid of what they see.
That's the price that we all pay, and the value of destiny comes to nothing.
I can't tell you where we're going, I guess there was just no way of knowing.



Exit

In this farewell...
There's no blood, there's no alibi.
Cause I've drawn regret from the truth of a thousand lies.

So let mercy come and wash away what I've done.
I'll face myself to cross out what I've become.
Erase myself.
And let go of what I've done.


Forgive what I've done.

...

A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face.
A thousand lies have made me colder, and I don't think I can look at this the same.
But all the miles that separate disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.

I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight it's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin' as the people leave their way to say hello.
I've heard this life is overrated, but I hope that it gets better as we go.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go, it gets hard but, it wont take away my love.
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done, it gets hard, but it wont take away my love.

 


It's all a bad dream, bad dream! You wish...

This morning I woke up with a very very bad feeling. The night's sleep was brilliant but something was bothering me insanely much. I just felt I could lay down and just cry.

I don't know what's wrong with me or why I got this crazy feelings. When I feel like I did, sometimes do, I just want to dissapear. I feel so much anger and frustration. Dont know what to do or where to go. I just want to do so much things I know for fact are stupid, but at that point I just cant think clear. I just wanna do something about the situation.

When I think about my life I cant stop think: How the hell did this happen? 
I just wish I could wake up and somebody was sitting next to me and say: Dont worry, it was just a bad dream.
It feels like whatever I do, wherever I am, something goes wrong. The whole me is like a curse or something. First I thought I had a curse on me since Im always are having troubles with my cars, but now I start wonder. Its not just cars anymore. I have realized that it's so much more, and I think its me. Im a star to get into trouble and then I start think.. What happened? How did I manege with this?

I dont want to be anywhere, I dont wanna do anything. I just want everything to be solved around me, but that's never gonna happen. This is life. Life is hard and if you want something, you have to fight for it. Nothing is for free.

For the moment my life is more wierd and complicated than a potatosoup that tastes sour milk. Does it sounds wierd? I bet it does and I dont wanna taste it. Wanna taste my life? I dont think so.  

Another thing Im thinking of is, how can I expect people to love me if I cant love myself? I cant ask for stuff if I cant keep em myself. That's just wrong. But I guess that's life.  

/ Sarah

Silly boy

You`re callin' me more than ever now that we`re done.
Two keys back to my place, we were having no fun.
But you`re not ok, tellin' me you miss my face.
I remember when you would say you hate my ways.

I said I`m not coming back, is it you only want what you can`t have. That ego turning.
Just too bad for you, that when you had me, didn't know what to do, Game over. You lose.

Cause you had a good girl.
That’s a keeper.
You had a good girl, good girl, but didn't know how to treat her.
So silly boy get out my face.
Why do you like the way regrets taste?
So silly boy get out my hair.
No, I don’t want you no more, get outta here.

Silly boy.
Why you acting silly boy?

You comin with those corny lines,
Can’t live without me.
I’ll get some flowers for the day that you are buried.
No, people make mistakes, but I just think your ass is fake
Only thing I want from you, is for you to stay away.


Sarah & Cajsa goes wild



I spent the weekend at my parents' house and met my lovely friend Cajsa!




Happy times!




Beer and hairwax




Miss you..


Love story

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes, and the flashback starts.
I'm standing there, on the balcony in summer air.

I see the lights, see the party, the ballgowns.
See you make your way through the crowd, and say "Hello",
little did I know..

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles, and my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you, "Please don't go".

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
You be the prince, and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say, 'yes'."

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, 'cause we're dead if he knew.
So close your eyes...
Escape this town for a little while.

'Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter, and my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
But you were everything to me, begging you, "Please don't go".

And I said,
"Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it of this mess,
It's a love story, baby, just say, 'yes'."

Well, I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading,
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo, save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you, but you never come.
Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think,"

You knelt to the ground,
And pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress,
It's a love story, baby just say yes."



Cinderella

I used to be your girlfriend and I know I did it well.
Oh yes, you know it's true.
You'd call me Cinderella, all you had to do was yell, and I'd be there for you.
Here I am, so try to forgive me.
I don't believe in fairytales.
Here we are with nothing but honesty.
I've had enough, I'm not gonna stay.

I'm sorry, running away like this.
And I'm sorry I've already made my wish, but Cinderella's got to go

From time to time I tried to tell just what was on my mind.
You'd tell me not today.
"Come back, do that. Where's Cinderella at?"
Was all you had to say.

I'm sorry, running away like this.
And I'm sorry I've already made my wish.
I'm sorry, just trying to live my life
Don't worry, you're gonna be alright, but Cinderella's got to go.

I used to say I want you.
You cast me in your spell.
I did everything you wanted me to but now I shall break free from all your lies.
I won't be blind you see, my love, it can't be sacrificed.
I won't return to thee.

I'm so sorry.
I've already made up my mind.

I'm sorry to say, I'm running away now.
Don't worry, you will be allright.
I'm running away, I've made up my mind now.
You're gonna have to let me go.





Happy Birthday Jr!

It's already been one whole year. It's insane. It doesnt feels like its one year ago.. maybe 6 months. Yesterday it was Junior's birthday and two days ago we were at my parents' house to celebrate. Here are some pictures.




Sandra & JR



Nicole & Aurora



Sandra, me, Jr, Nicole and Aurora



Junior with his cake.



Grandma, me, mom and Jr



Nicole and Aurora



Sandra and Jr
( Awesome pic jr! =D )


TV-time, later!


Fail of the day.

Yes, it's true.
Since me and Cajsa had a pretty good Sunday (which we found a bit wierd) we had to suffer for it yesterday... (ofcourse). This is what's happened...


This is what happened with Cajsa's electricity. This is what she could see in her apartment. Lovely. 




This was what I was fighting against. Yes, my car and the snow. 
It took me around 40 min to get the car driveable. 

It also happened some other stuff that didnt make our day easier. Nothing that should e mention here tho. We know and trust me when I say it's enough.
  


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