Take it or leave it!

You used to say that I was special, everything was right, but now you think that Im wearing to much make-up, that my dress is to tight.

Does it really matter if they are looking? Im only looking at you..  

I cant have chains around me. You have to let me live my life. I can feel your eyes in my back. Let it go, just trust me. I can be everything you dream of, but I need to feel free.  
Dont try to change me, I can be somebody else, but I like the way I am.
If you dont like what you see, leave it.


Me feet are moving but Im standing still!

This day started good. When Jr woke up at 6.15 I wasnt very very tired anymore. Ofc I didnt mind to go and lay down in bed again but I felt I could stay awake coz I was pretty rested, for once. But yeah, ofc I went back to bed for a hour and then went up. I took my pillows and my blanket and had destination sofa! But look at me now! Im sitting here, insanely early to be me, usually I dont get my ass off the sofa before 12, and I have already get dressed!

I dont know what Im gonna do today but I know for sure that I wanna do something! Its sunny outside and I feel pretty good. Yeah right, not to forget to mention, I even had breakfast!
I have some suggestions what to do but I havnt made up my mind, yet! I txted mum and asked if she maybe planned to go to the shoppingmall. If she is, Im going there aswell. Then it's my destiny! If not, well then I have to do something else. Im pretty sure I will take a walk in the sunny weather. Maybe I will colour my hair...

Oh I even payed my bills this morning, I feel so proud. Well done!
Now mom is calling me on skype so I better talk to her.

Love Sarah

Sweeeet



Look at these adorable kittens! Im getting weak. So innocent!


Sunny Saturday

The adventure of the day...
Destination parents! Omw!

Yummi

I got breast implants, payed by my boyfriends.
I got a botox injection under my skin,
I only play with sex, but I don't let them in!

I got fake nails, don't answer e-mails.
I am a silicon valley walking on two legs,
What's the price of the world? I can write a check!

Cause I´m a 21st Century digital girl.
I don't know how to love, but I live in this world.
My daddy is a workaholic millionaire, my mom is on drugs,
but I don't really care!

I got a pussy cat, right in my Gucci bag.
I´ve got a first-class ticket, everything's permitted,
cause I can have it all!


Me like this song, grr ;)

Grey Friday

Friday morning.
It's pretty bad weather today so Im gonna go to the shoppingmall! Before I go I have many stuff to do. Im gonna burn a new CD I can listen to when Im driving, I need to take a shower, put on my make-up, find some clothes, yeah you know, the usual.
It's gonna be so fun coz Im not going to the shoppingmall Im always on, no! Im going to another city! But I will drive to the usual city and leave my car there, and then Im gonna join Åsa so we'll drive to the hospital and pick up my honey! Yay!
Now dad txted my now and wants some coffee so I better be prepared!

Love Sarah


 


Together

Take a look at me now.
Can't you see that I really want to know if the love we have will last forever.
Look, I'm not afraid. Anymore.
Some feelings that I've got in this moment are more than love.
Let's be together.



True faith

I feel so extraordinary.
Something's got a hold on me.
I get this feeling, I'm in motion.
A sudden sense of liberty.
I don't care 'cause I'm not there.
And I don't care if I'm here tomorrow.
Again and again I've taken too much of the things that cost you too much.

I used to think that the day would never come.
I'd see the light in the shade of the morning sun.
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near to the childhood I lost, replaced by fear.
I used to think that the day would never come, that my life would depend on the morning sun.

When I was a very small girl, very small girls talked to me.
Now that we've grown up together, they are afraid of what they see.
That's the price that we all pay, and the value of destiny comes to nothing.
I can't tell you where we're going, I guess there was just no way of knowing.



Exit

In this farewell...
There's no blood, there's no alibi.
Cause I've drawn regret from the truth of a thousand lies.

So let mercy come and wash away what I've done.
I'll face myself to cross out what I've become.
Erase myself.
And let go of what I've done.


Forgive what I've done.

...

A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face.
A thousand lies have made me colder, and I don't think I can look at this the same.
But all the miles that separate disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face.

I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight it's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin' as the people leave their way to say hello.
I've heard this life is overrated, but I hope that it gets better as we go.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go, it gets hard but, it wont take away my love.
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done, it gets hard, but it wont take away my love.

 


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